The Cock Shock of My Life
The Cock Shock of My LifePosted on Oct 28, 2009 by Goddess Sonya
I filmed with C yesterday. We did a request video (bondage with foot smothering)and a scene he'd envisioned (sex with my shoe). Now, to be fair, I originally had him scheduled for last week, but I had to postpone because I was a little under the weather. Okay, I'll continue... I was so shocked that for the first time in all the years I've played with him, he was actually having issues keeping it up. I mean, shocked! This man always has a great erection and shoots well, so I never in a million years would think a foot scene would be s struggle. I actually felt myself getting annoyed with him even though logically I know it wasn't his fault. I crossed my arms over my chest and twisted my face up as I watched him cock slip in and out of consciousness. To my relief, c was eventually able to give me a proper erection and cum shot (he shot all over the instep of my right foot as it was crossed over my left), but it got me thinking; it seems everyone can have an off day. But why does it irk me so? Why do I get so annoyed when a guy can't be erect for me? Is it that I see all guys's as cocks performing at my command and for my amusement? I remember when I was a teenager, I was having sex with this older guy and he climaxed early. I said to him in a mix of disgust and surprise, "That's it?" I was so annoyed that I'd wasted my time and that his dick didn't deliver the goods, so-to-speak. He was so embarrassed, but all I could think about was how unsatisfied I was. I've improved my attitude over the years about this type of thing. Being in this business, I've developed enormous patience and even sympathy for men who can't express physically what they feel inside. I guess I find it a tad more difficult to be patient when it's my time and money. Well, they say knowing is half the battle. Now that I'm more cognizant of my short fuse when it comes to that dangly thing between men's legs, I'll try to be more understanding ...within reason of course. Afterall, time is still money and my time is precious. Someone like c deserves my patience because he usually delivers; someone who talks a big talk and then wastes my time, not so much...