So Far ...
So Far ...Posted on Apr 6, 2009 by Goddess Sonya
In between all that's going on in my personal life, I've managed to get some of the changes I'd been talking about done. Check out my new Tour section that encapsulates what the site and I am all about. I still have some work to do to on the photos part, but it should be done before the week ends... I hope.
I have to say I'm quite surprised at my own strength right now; despite hurdles, I am fighting to stay productive and get things. I think a different person would crawl under the covers and stay in bed never to come out again. Or s/he might decide to give up and sacrifice one thing for the sake of other things (usually that is the thing s/he holds dear, that s/he loves). Me, I make no such sacrifices. I feel guilty that my cats haven't had me around as much as they're used to. I feel guilty that I haven't been able to spend time with good friends like before. And I feel guilty that I've had to cancel more than one shoot lately. But in each life there are compromises that must be made if order to move forward. You can't make an omelet if you don't break some eggs.
I believe those closest to me will completely understand and those not-so-close respect me enough to understand that my absence is not intentional, that it's temporary.
I hope you fans out there will be understanding as well as I get things done bit by bit that they will eventually get done.